tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38479327316107592692012-01-29T00:23:12.948+11:00Derek is Brainstorming۞ D! ۞http://www.blogger.com/profile/07332060238083162293noreply@blogger.comBlogger1321100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3847932731610759269.post-85933719878101758752010-01-27T18:31:00.002+11:002010-01-27T19:00:32.091+11:00

Mum just called and said Aaron isnt doing too well. She got a call from Aunty Irene, so shes going over to visit. He's on a respirator now. Its hard to word your thoughts.Edit: Aaron breathing on his own now but laboriously.

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How did I ever ...

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Ive worked for exactly one year in my company today!Grats me.

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Been back from KK for about 3 weeks now and got to say, got lots of things done. It is easier by making things harder.Let me explain.The last 6 months I have not achieved many things set out by myself to do. There may be a list circulating somewhere but it remained, until recently, not done.By making things harder for myself, I made this possible. I admit now that I am a serial procrastinator.

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Living without a computer at home has seen me get less lazy at home. The opposite is true at work.

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So here's a thought, lets flex our creative minds a tad. So we often complain we dont have time to do things, have no inspiration, we're tired, ....(insert list here).So let me slap this metal gauntlet across your face twice for good measure. Lets see some of the best short stories you can come up with. Before we go, ugh, that sucks...aha, behold its not just any short story challenge, its one of

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None of these apply to this post.Me and Nanda went to Sono yesterday and had Japanese. The food was good (not the best), but the experience was good. Worth the money for a 2 hour trip to Japan.Oh yeah, it was our 9 month anniversary. Eat that! our baby should be born right now. But Nanda says it will keep growing in her stomach. Hmmm....fishy....Watching deathnote at the moment, up to about

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You've just been pew pew pew pew'd and bang bang'ed. Eat that

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"If you wait for everyone who runs, you wont get anywhere in the city" - anonymous bus driver to railbus attendant.

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and no the filename is not a hint.worth 5 points

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Guess who. 10 points each! (click to enlarge and see in HD)HD kicks analog a$$11!!!!!11!!

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Any suggestions? Something that wont put me to sleep (catchy beat, good quality). Something not too catchy I cant do work. Also, Im looking into buying a new car for about 12k. Ideally it would be a zippy medium sized car, 4 doors, auto, pref tinted windows (to preserve the interior of course), reliable and of course an extension of my personality. So far Ive looked at mr2s (2 door boOOooo),

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Holidays are awesome. Sleeping 4-6 hrs a day for 5 days in a row and going to work after that is mind-numbing. Lets see...we went fishing, gold coast for bowling and some arcade/laser skirmish action, Jason Mraz concert and some visiting some fine eateries to boot. My memory and gauge of time is the succession of memorable events.Infatuation - Maroon5Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best

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The joke is pretty much intact. Ill just tick the ones I think I am to see how far off from ideal I am. TO MAKE A WOMEN HAPPY....A MAN ONLY NEEDS TO BE :>> 1. a friend (tick)> 2. a companion (tick)> 3. a lover (tick)> 4. a brother (untick)> 5. a father > 6. a master (tick)> 7. a chef (

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What a nostalgic feeling. SLeeping at 3am and waking up after lunch, having lunch and feeling the pangs of sleep creep up again. The whole day just eating and sleeping and when I get a motivated, it normally lasts just a few minutes. Haha, what working life has reduced me too.Now I even have the sniffles after being caught in the rain. Awesome. Going to have dinner with Nanda's bro Eudo and the

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Deja vu moment, came back after a grueling 16 hours out today, sat and stared at my desktop and saw the video of anna kournikova had fully loaded up and realised, I had seen this moment before at the exact moment I smelled my rancid breathe.

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Kau menyinarCahaya begitu terang ku tak mungkin sesatAku susul garisan wajahmuMembayangi memenuhi semua restumu.Hanya kamu boleh isiRuang di mana hatiku pernah tinggalKu tak sanggup tersisih satu detikDari rangkumanmuTapi kalau tak patut aku bisikan bicara cintaTinggalkan memori juita buat kenangan selama-lamanyaApalagi takdirPertemuan dua jiwaSiapakah 'kita' untuk menyoalnya

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Jennifer Love Hewitt (97-98)Jessica Alba (98-08, flipper reruns, dark angel and sin city eras)Natalie Portman (some month in 08)Megan Fox (end of 08)Miranda Kerr (09-current)Eliza Dushku (shifting to her since Dollhouse reign, but Miranda is still nice to me)close runner upsstacy kieblerrachel leigh cookrachel bilsontricia helfergrace parkshannon elisabethheather graham

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"They went to a bank of elevators that only goes to the spa or to private rooms," an eyewitness tells Star. "They came back about 45 minutes later, and that's when I saw them making out.""There's a door outside of the hotel's Tower Bar that has a bridge to the terrace, so it's semi-private," the eyewitness explains. "I used that path to get to the restroom, and when I came back, I had to go

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There is an old Rock n Roll song called Talk Dirty to me. Its pretty tame if you listen to it nowadays.Gf has been inadvertently using dirty words out of the blue and its really hot cause u dont expect and its the first time you hear the words uttered. They really jog you out of your train of thought. Being my current age where verbal responses seldom bring new insight and seems more like routine

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...special people change.Lets hope, someday we'lll see them again.Maybe when we're all high...

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Damn, innocent is brilliant.

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1. When Nanda called me in the morning to tell me she fell asleep in the toilet. So cute.2. After taking a poo after a nasty stomachache this morning.3. Getting an email from Melbourne.

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the bells inside (telephone) has finally found you someone else and thats ok.my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill meheart is never soulsweet taste of kerosene

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When I was younger, I fell in love with the beat of 1984.Favourite food: Mee kicap $1 from all saints. extra tasty when scooped with the same hands that handle the money.I want to let go of everything to let my body tell the people that I know that Ive got soul.Anyway you want it, thats the way I need it.Im armed with contradictions. Only some can see through me.Others armed with a plethora of

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Things are progressing at work, moving out of just doing drafting work and onto some designing with Louisa who is our pavement specialist. Need to show her Im eager and guess we'll see how that will go. Working really hard until the other night I had temporary vision distortion after staring at the small things on my screen for about 12 hrs straight.Got my general skilled migration visa approved

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Used to raid hardcore in wow and one of our warriors used to spell "FUCOS" across the screen just as we were about to pull a boss. Really had a good laugh. If you still haven't got it yet, its focus spelled wrongly and is kinda oxymoron-ish."Hi, my name is Sherlene and I am committed to growing your firm"Classic.Basically this post is to remind myself to get fucosed for the year, set up some

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Nanda: Im not happy lor dong.Derek: Why, tell me why ler?Nanda: Dont want lar.Derek: Why oh?Tell me lah.Nanda: Im a bit jeolous lor.Derek: I dont want to listen, malas ohNanda: Really?Derek: Nobah~ tell me, i want to hear kuaNanda: D;

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I realise as Im typing that the person I am is different to the person I was the last time I put in an entry here. I feel older in mind and body, a little mature, but also the other things that come with it.1. I called my sister the other day I was on the train to tell her that I could not buckle up my tailored pants anymore. She laughed.I made them about a year and a half ago. This is the first

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Already?Dinner tonite, im cooking chinese.P.S. I could not tell it was you on the phone Hmmhmhh hmmmhh-ing

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That funny little feeling. Love it, hate it. It fills me with this feeling that I believe I can see the future. That everything is planned and I just live like a slave to its routine.When I was texting Nanda's mum on the train to thank her for the food she made for lunch it hit me. I saw the exact moment about 2 months ago.Im not sure whether my mind raced forward to the future, or was it my

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I found myself dumstruck.I was sitting in the train on one of those seats where you face the person in front of you in the middle of the train. This was a slender and tall girl, skinny without much curves. She wore long work pants which accentuated her height and her hair combed back and probably sprayed down with mousse or some other hair product. She wasn't particularly pretty, more plain

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I was trying (for the probably 17th time) to learn Tommy Immanuel's daytripper intro. Ive been trying to get it down since I picked up a guitar 8 years ago. Given I dont play as often as I did, I wouldn't say Ive played guitar for 8 years...but Im good enough to play along with, but not public jam standard...yet.Anyway, this song is pretty technical, almost like the syncopated piano pieces where

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Nanda compared me and said I measured up well.

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Whats the best things I can think of in the last 2 days? These amazing sleeps Ive had, one just last night of just over 8 hours and a 3 hour afternoon nap the day before. It was like my body knew what is was missing, and decided to reward me with an euphoria beyond words upon my awakening. Aaaa.....What ticks me off...stubbornness without basis, people telling me what to do (when I dont want to

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I think the first hand held game i played was this black and white analog army game where u could move left and right and shoot and throw grenades. I was never good at it but I still enjoyed it.Carlo had a sega genesis and I played when I had the chance. Games like golden axe, sonic, whip rush, etc.) But still I sucked. I dont have the hand eye coordination and patience to master it.I got my

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Last 2 weeks has been great. Too many things to talk about individually but Id like to ramble on about the most important.I guess its fetching being the 100th post that I talk about achievements. I completed my degree! Woohoo! Feels awesome that Im finally getting somewhere. Lots more paperwork nowadays and I have checklists everywhere. Health cover..must read up, super this year is losing

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Peeling free from my obscurity,long forgotten ideas await.The simple rules apply in necessity;to make the moves of fate.A simple question masks an intention;to put my arm around waist.The dextrous of moves to not peak your attentioncould be my undoing in my haste.But avast and behold, success!not rejection but the sweetest caress,intoxication your smell, so sweet o so divineI believe you are, o

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Today at work, I was almost fell asleep at my desk cause I stayed up wait for it to download and to watch Gossip Girl. It was worth it. Anyway, apparently my songs at work are not working the way they are suppose to. Please help. I need to know what songs you listen to to be productive. Think really hard please.My friend Mike gave me Lilium so far. Its awesome. 10 minute track of latin choir-ing

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All is good now. Gossip girl has returned. Things to learn from GG.1. Aquire Dan's airy voice (which sounds like John Mayer in real life) and nerdy boy charms2. Perfect Chuck's evil smirk and cool exterior. (his dressing is a little over the top)3. Nate's man bangs, broody eyebrows and shoulders.4. Learn to scheme like B and get away with it effortlessly5. Have Serena's radiance and presence ..

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Yeah.So Im content with work. Im happy I get along with most people, the asian asians keep to themselves. I have to break them.Im pretty comfortable in Toowong although Im kinda strapped for time nowadays. Need to plan weekends in advance to have exciting things. Who knows, even step up to the challenge?WTB car. Running the car is another problem. Not knowing which road goes where does not help

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Was very hectic cleaning out my room. Took about 3 sessions and over 20 hours. What work sorting it all out. But in the end what was important was my friends and I had to see them before I went of.Spent a day out with Emily, walking around town window shopping and catching a movie. Talked about old times, approached some dangerous Q&A, but it was great that we still click and are great

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This is hard work. Spent 10 hours today. Done about 30-40%. This is hard.Also, something decided to bite my special finger and it almost doubled in size.Put some of the mow sun yao and it went down in 5 minutes. zomgamazing!

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Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.1. At what age do you wish to marry?I am thinking 28-29 at this moment in time.2. What is your most favorite thing to do?Hanging out with friends and family doing possibly

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I rocked up for the interview bright and early on Tuesday. Was there at 10 for my 10:30 interview. Met Brad who I shared a cubicle with the last time I was doing my work experience here. He was on cigarette break. He buzzed me up.Waited til about 10:45 wil BT (Bruce Tanner) could see me. It was short and to the point. We need people, when can you start. 10 minutes later, I had it. Brisbane was my

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being clear is the best but, being clear and not doing what your say you say your intention is is even more confusing. i want to be friends, i want affection, i dont go out with friends, lets see where this goes. okie....so inviting the group of us to a club sounded like fun. then ditcing us in 5 minutes to meet someone else in the lobby for 2 hrs? poor play. cant let this sort of thing get in

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What are pods? Basicly its the next best thing to kit kat family block, espcially when you want a change. Seriously crunchy change. Ok so what? its just chocolate. You're right, but its got a crunchy outer layer, some white goo center, and snickers/mars chocolate layering. Best way to describe it, the botton of a cornetto cone ice cream chocolate bit, except you have 40 pods in a packet. Heavenly

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3 heaped teaspoons of milo, 1 teaspoon nescafe, 2 sugars, spot of milk. Last week of uni (forever) is done with. Now just the last 3 hurdles of final papers to go. No updates recently simply cause Ive been out a lot. I feel like sketching instead of typing at the moment to be honest...So I guess to make this a worthwhile read, I should talk about something personal, or interesting or both. Ill

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Ok freaky.

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“An anonymous text says that each person, during his or her life, can adopt one of two attitudes: building or planting. Builders can take years to finish their tasks but one day they do finish and then they are hemmed in by their own walls. Life loses its meaning once the building is over. Those who plant may suffer storms and can rarely rest, but the garden never ceases to grow, and although it

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Think Ill stick with the swimming pool in my bathroom thanks.

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is rubbing it in.hah! Ill show u mr. facebook. hmph.

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Did you know that true love asks for nothing?True love dont want a thing.Her acceptance is the way we pay. -As, Stevie Wonder.

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I made 3 pledges this year. They are written on my wall where i sit and toil everyday to remind me what I need accomplish within the next few months. Anyway for the third one, Im to be 60kg by December (roughly 1kg per month since I started). For those who dont know, Ive been 51-52kg for a long time. So putting on 20% body mass is something unheard of in my vocabulary. So once every two days I do

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Ive been having cereal for breakfast for the last year. Considering how important breakfast is, the first meal after 8-20 hours of not eating is essential to learning and to keep the brain functions optimum, not to mention discourage stomach rumbling and acids eating you from inside out.So whats all this hype about new breakfast regime? Well, after going coco pops, sultana brand, K, crunchy nut,

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So me and Ming went to have indian food at the shops near the cinema. They had this DVD playing on the flat screen which I soon figured was a compilation of the best scenes from pretty recent HD bollywood films. Great settings, grassy fields in the alps, running fancy free in NY, love making in a gorgeous private glass house in the hills, etc. For some reason the logo on th program said

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The best thing you can do when you have free time is think. Think about your next move, an idea, build on inspiration and give the cogs some momentum. Freedom is my bane, I accomplish absolutely zilch. Mid semester of the last semester and Im hating it. Hate is a strong word, and I cant mean it more. What can we do after the last straw has been pulled? Lets leave the question hanging, we have to

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Basicly this guy took the wrong lift out of 3 other lifts, and gets stuck in there for 40 hours. Pretty dark and gives you a glimpse into the human physchee? (Ivan will love this). He went pretty psycho after this and got 6 figure sum by sueing his employer.

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A ritual which was so routine to me, but lately Ive been so encumbered by superficial things I seem to have lost myself. The importance of cleansing body, mind and soul.Ive not accustomed myself to holding grudges and most of the time I let it go (even the one where these guys beat me up in form 2 and I was scared to let people help)... its better this way. Ive gone to confession and longed for

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Well my friends are so awesome they make me feel like a loser. Im not akin to being jeolous, its not fun. It makes me wanna try harder, well sorta, but damn guys can you make me not feel so bad :POne, making out on facebook photos with new hot gf does not help.Two, having the luxury of turning down offers. I can only imagine.Three, trying to convince me DVD night at home is tops, man you're

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Theres a song that says you are only as happy as people think you are. Thats so messed up, cause I want to write about the sad and depressing, now that would not make me happy according to the above eh?!Went to sin@space yesterday for msian dance party. Good bits, seeing lots of friends, drinks and moderate music. Bad bits, expectations, and clicky people. Im getting to old for this. As some of

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Its funny how when feel (here I go into 3rd person monologue) the gravity of something you know that will happen eventually, or tell your self you wont do, but do it. There does discipline.I made myself a promise over and over, but only recently put in the real effort. Its not easy and Ive slipped more times then ...well I can handle. Today I slipped 2 times. Terrible. The second time was really

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I was looking for french pron but found this instead. pretty yum.enjoy. This Is How You French Kiss - The most amazing home videos are here

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Song - Jimmy Eat World - "23" give this a good listen and read.Mood - collectedHealth - sinusitis infected.Show - OTH s1e1 to s2e12Game - Battle stations!Food - Aunty Anu's curry chicken +nasi beranihLFT - Musashi Japanese dinner Wed with Pas and DebMost embarassing pic of the week

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So Esther spotted this glimmer and asked if we should call the emergency number. We were pretty far and it looked like a small flash compared to a blaze."Lets see if it spreads"I reply.10-15 secs later Im dialing 000 for the first time ever.

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VIEW EPIC FIGHT HEREIvan is AES (left)- cannons and subcannonsDerek is Tard (right) - battering ram, subcannons

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1. Take the easy way out - so easy to slip back into habits2. Hurt the ones we really love - we dont mean too but we do3. Stay in this moment - get some help!4. Open up to friends - my personal favourite5. Seek attention - not to be done with strangers in dangerous times6. Drink to thoughtlessness (oblivion)7. Feel alive - i feel alive when Im at the lowest points, its true.8. Bust a move (

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From the heart,I really had a memorable time in Brisbane. Not to say it was bad, but up to the last day I wasnt sure what my purpose here was. But I think Ive grown, indeed it was the best and worst of times, and thats what makes it all so worth it.I wanna thank Fong Yin and Hon Fong for putting me up and putting up with me. I think I was a great guest. haha! Was great just chatting and chilling

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We (Sherlene, Sheen, Stan, Derekus and Johno a.k.a opposite evil twin) tried to get into not 1, not 2, but 3 different clubs but were kicked out from all three due to different members of our entourage not having the right "dance apparel", to student cards. At first we thought that it could be polo-T's, or leather shoes, but I think its the bouncers way of saying: " You dont fit in, piss off!"

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So Im gonna ask my boss for a permanent job. Only one thing left to decide. Sydney or Brisbane?

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- Introduction -First Name - DezzaNickname - Dee, Derikus MaximusName you wish you had - Keith, my mum's first choice name for me.What do people normally mistake your name as - EricBirthday - 21st Jan 85Birthplace - Kana Klinik, KK (so that KK,KK) Time of Birth - etiher morning or night. not afternoon im sure. Single or taken - Single but takenZodiac sign - Aqua aquarius!!!-Your Appearance-How

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The birthday boy when he is sober!AHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA!!!

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I guess theres things in life that happen. Sometimes its just everyday things. Other times its the most awesome thing to happen ever. Sometimes its scandalous goss and sometimes its things that just break you, and you need someone to listen.I talk. Somethings no one should ever ever want to know, but theres a select few that come to mind that I can bear my soul.Esther - whine, rant, scold, talk

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7 weeks in Brisbane has been eventful. A taste of something different almost every week and it pushes me, hard. I strive. Spontaneous, getting out of the comfort zone, that sorta thing. 3 more weeks to go here and I know Ive done my best at setting out what I wanted to achieve. Few more big...very big things to accomplish. We shall see.What Ive achieved: lived in an enviroment Im not used to and

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Some funnies for you.

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Spent a lot of time on this. Its not super great in looks as Id like, it was my first template and I only had microsot paint at my disposal, but hopefully the layout is nifty. Tell me what you guys think.

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I cant recall many times when Vday was a significant event for me. I think back as far as I can, maybe Im missing that picture or momento which could jog my memory to sheer nirvana.Sure I feel like doing something special for someone special on the day. Guess the dates always dont correspond to where I am. Something I can think of is when the Interact Club in secondary school let you buy gifts

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If you lose your cool, make it count. Have one suit or outfit you always feel confident in.Find a hobby that keeps your mind sharp. - Samuel L. Jackson

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Just something Im compiling for remembrance/entertainment. Hope you enjoy it. Hopefully can finish the full show in about 3-4 weeks.

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Conquering fears is never easy. I attest to some fears never being defeated in one's lifetime. This is from a boy who is scared of water getting in his eyes up til today, even now the reflex is so strong. I think I was so scared of shampoo getting in my eyes, that I would not use shampoo if I could help it til I was 5. I still cant open my eyes under water! But I guess with my poor eyesight

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I was sick yesterday. Everyone asked and I did my best to explain what I had done that day and the day before.How sick? I couldn't eat, I couldn't drink. I threw up like 3 times and had an asthma attack at 5am in the morning. I even had a temperature of 38 degrees so I popped some meds.So what did I do, I slept, woke up, watched Battlestar Galactica which is awesome! and slept some more after

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Ive heard the sound of three bells this year.Each different, in chime and audacity.I cherished each sound each day I heard,Them play their single tone.The first bell was bold and confident you could say,It seemed to listen, every word spoken.Mysterious and cunning the bell portrayed,Left me down and broken.The second bell was from a distant land,Imported for its soothing and exotic tone.Years

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Theres this list on Men's Health Magazine, top 50. You know, stuff we should know. Ill run through it quickly, most things we know but its too much of a hassle, Ill list the important ones and those that we might be wiling to pursue...maybe.1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or following sex doesn't count. - shit2. Real men drive stick shift. - well you cant drive one, so i better

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Thank you.1 hour early: JX (Brisbane no daylight saving's bro).15 minutes early: Alan (in Singapore). Take care, on the other hand, you could always be a pirate.12:03 Sherlene12:04 Sheena12:05 Esther calls. Thanks really appreciate it.12:23 my sister2:02 FND (12:02 msian time)Thanks to Mum and Dad, Uncle Aboy, Aunty Becks,Anu, Ma, ivan,aeron. And the rest who wished me and I forgot to mention

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All we have is now, for the rest of our livesI will walk on water, you will catch me when i fallIf you land on your feet, i hope you can find your way to make it back to meStop tell me where you going, maybe the one you love isnt thereIm in need and i think that it showsI rememeber me, i remember you , walking awayTake your chances, turn them down, and go

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We both lit the match that burned the bridge.We both lit the match that burned the bridge.And watch our bridges burn down.(14/6/03 - 17/1/08)

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My heart beats hard,my words unsteady,My feelings are strong,Just listen, my ...

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Jan 07 ~ my 22nd birthday. Good times, some people left early for movie, boo them. Bagus that the lamb.Feb~ Unsheduled trip to Brunei with King.Mar 07 Heavy breakfast at the Rockdale house.April 07 Fishing@Vaclouse, net fish caught: 11ish.May 07 ~ Ivan visits Sydney...again.June 07 ~ Bryce's wedding..awww...well actually this is just me and Pierre.July ~ Brisbane trip..heaps loaded with

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So day 3 was 'fun' in a sense I had something to do. Paired up with Stuart who explains everything really well and I can sense the effortless patience from someone pretty young. Before I know it 4pm. Laze around for an hour then buggered off. Oh, and tomolo got site visit, how kewl?Im cooking tonite, hope it turns out okie. Stir fry beef and bak choy anyone?Due respect to Paramore and my

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Day 2 was prety craptucular. This job bites so far.All I look forward to is anything after work. So met up with Lene after like 4 phonecalls cause Im so lost and we kept changing the venue. Lets stick to Hungry Jacks okie.On the way home this girl groped my ass and said she wished it was meatier and it wasnt soft. Opinions? I thought my solid hard deriere was in prime condition myself. It does

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First day of work was I was feeling kinda anxious. I tried my best to be friendly and I think the sufficient amount of sleep the previous night helped...til about lunch time...ugh, so sleepy.Met like 15 persons, remember almost all the first names, so its lucky everyone is on first name calling basis. Its also cause I write it down which helps me remember.So they got me to fill in my forms most

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Wish me all the best!

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So how awesome would it be to win something from a competition. Pretty damn awesome. Even more if its fucking practical. Not like a second microwave or a set of antique chopsticks.I won $1000 worth of optus credit!and a whopping bonus of 60 freee sms. Eat that suckers! Based on that I saved about $220 this year on mobile charges, cause every month now (for this year I assume) Im gonna recharge

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Holidays started pretty simple, I guess to the point where you could say it was on the verge of expected as a routine set in. Things recently are not so clear as lines are blurred and as we move into the next set challenges, choices and long term plans. Things are not as they seem to me, things once crystal clear, now dimmed by my fading eyesight. Sometimes it can be said that adults have adult

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We had a couple of drinks at Upperstar since Lene hasnt been there yet. So picture time!Fun huh! Can last till 4:15 am also!P.S: My pleasure for the snail mailz.

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