hot cold hot cold

being clear is the best but, being clear and not doing what your say you say your intention is is even more confusing. i want to be friends, i want affection, i dont go out with friends, lets see where this goes. okie....

so inviting the group of us to a club sounded like fun. then ditcing us in 5 minutes to meet someone else in the lobby for 2 hrs? poor play. cant let this sort of thing get in the way of having a good night out. solution, make everyone leave, pop a bottle and ease the tension, not to mention the guest list, talk about tension. then when i discover her with collegue boy, she dares ask me what was that about? was she angry?

2 weekends left in kk.

Pods

What are pods? Basicly its the next best thing to kit kat family block, espcially when you want a change. Seriously crunchy change. Ok so what? its just chocolate. You're right, but its got a crunchy outer layer, some white goo center, and snickers/mars chocolate layering. Best way to describe it, the botton of a cornetto cone ice cream chocolate bit, except you have 40 pods in a packet. Heavenly. Finished 2 packs myeslf over last 3 days.

Im heading over to Brisbane on Wednesday 25th until 28th when Im flying back to KK for 35 days. Yup yup, fun indeed. But first, exams! Two more papers on Tuesday!

I like shortbread cream dipped in hot milo

3 heaped teaspoons of milo, 1 teaspoon nescafe, 2 sugars, spot of milk.

Last week of uni (forever) is done with. Now just the last 3 hurdles of final papers to go. No updates recently simply cause Ive been out a lot. I feel like sketching instead of typing at the moment to be honest...

So I guess to make this a worthwhile read, I should talk about something personal, or interesting or both. Ill try both.

When I was young, I watched a lot of TV and from that got a second hand feel of how I should act/react. I made conscious decisions on what I would do and what I would think should to best not play out. I guess after getting in some sticky situations, its not always easy to stick to the plan. I think its best to not say anything until you've been in the situation. Its only when you've been somewhere and back, can you say you've been there.

Cheers to youth.

Chobits

Ok freaky.

Brida

“An anonymous text says that each person, during his or her life, can adopt one of two attitudes: building or planting. Builders can take years to finish their tasks but one day they do finish and then they are hemmed in by their own walls. Life loses its meaning once the building is over. Those who plant may suffer storms and can rarely rest, but the garden never ceases to grow, and although it requires the constant attention of the gardener, it also allows life to be a great adventure. In the history of each plant is the growth of the whole earth.” - Paulo Coelho

I think I am a builder with planter tendencies. To break away from myself would be to take more risks, and with more risks, more loss. Failure the road to love?

Do you spit or swallow?

Think Ill stick with the swimming pool in my bathroom thanks.

Facebook

is rubbing it in.

hah! Ill show u mr. facebook. hmph.