Sooooo...

First day of work was I was feeling kinda anxious. I tried my best to be friendly and I think the sufficient amount of sleep the previous night helped...til about lunch time...ugh, so sleepy.

Met like 15 persons, remember almost all the first names, so its lucky everyone is on first name calling basis. Its also cause I write it down which helps me remember.

So they got me to fill in my forms most of the morning, lunch was with this other newbie called Matthew and is friend Pat who was working there for 6 months. Im working in Arup btw.

Afternoon was such a drag, just reading manuals and when it comes to 4pm, the clock just slows down like never before. Then theres this impressing your boss by leaving late thing. I dont believe in it, if theres nothing to do, I wont stay. Matt leaves at 4:40pm with Pat. I wait another 20 minutes, then do out the back after saying bye to some of my new neighbours. SOme random guy says "Stay a bit longer mate" FUck him!

I had a deja vu moment at the train station where I was walking in my work clothes and pasing the newsagent at central station. Its weird, but I think I had that image in a dream once. Deja vu moments happen a lot to me.

I fall asleep on the train, and its a 7 minute ride. I come home, have a shower straight away, btw its so hot here in Brisbane. Like 30-35 degrees.

On the way home Im just happy to get out. Guess work is not shaping up to what Id hope it would be. Gotta change my mind set. Walking home i even was talking to myself. something bout macho emo and cute emo. ROfl. Im very tired.



Memories of KK