Torn

So Im gonna ask my boss for a permanent job. Only one thing left to decide. Sydney or Brisbane?

Soundwave 08

Tagged!

- Introduction -

First Name - Dezza
Nickname - Dee, Derikus Maximus
Name you wish you had - Keith, my mum's first choice name for me.
What do people normally mistake your name as - Eric
Birthday - 21st Jan 85
Birthplace - Kana Klinik, KK (so that KK,KK)
Time of Birth - etiher morning or night. not afternoon im sure.
Single or taken - Single but taken
Zodiac sign - Aqua aquarius!!!
-Your Appearance-

How tall are you - about 5'6"
Wish you were taller - sometimes, esp yesterday at the concert
Eye color - dark brown
Eye color you want - light blue
Natural Hair color - Black (brown in the sun?)
Current Hair color - Black
Short or long hair - short on the sides, high up top
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - auburn gold! colour 665 and 667 combined.
Curly,Straight,Wavy - Straight, and wavy when long.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - 2 years ago, the ammonia burnt.
Glasses or contacts - glasses mostly, contacts for sports and long make up sessions where glasses are a no-no.
Do you wear make-up - man-liner!!!
Ever had hair extensions - only the detachable ones under my arms.
Paint your nails - someone owes me a manicure. no, never.

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes - light blue
What color hair - prefer mid to long
Shy or Outgoing - lady in the street,whore in the....
Looks or personality - Personality 65%
Sexy or Cute - You can only be sexy or cute. Its conflicting definitions. So Im gonna go with attractive. But generally I go for cute girls. Sexy girls are full of themselves.
Serious or Fun -you need both. most of the time fun. serious when you need to be.
Older or Younger than you - prefer younger, but I like learning.
A turn on - good comm, click, some similar interest, easy going, fun, pref same faith, have a great laugh/smile, keeps me guessing, spontaneous, confident, dresses up (at least once in a while), loves all sorts of food.
A turn off - being six feet tall (except Stacy Kiebler), too weird ( and I can stand some really kooky characters, hehe), no click.

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolate - chocolates!
Pepsi or Coke - coke + JD
Rap or Rock - rock
Relationship or One night stand - relationships.
School or Work - school til foundation. then work
Love or Money - Love. Kill me now.
Movies or Music - Damn, I love music videos. I guess music.
Country or City - KK and Brisbane are cities now, so city.
Sunny or Rainy days - cloudy days. sunny if its not too hot.
Friends or Family - family.

-Have you ever-

Lied - guilty
Stole something - aha.
Smoked - second hand marijuana yesterday count?
Hurt someone close to you - guilty.
Broke someone's heart -guilty
Had your heart broken - aye karamba. 2 for 2. its like karma!
Wondered what was wrong with you - not wrong, but what could be better
Wish you were a prince/princess - for the fame, fortune and extra good looks. whynot? do i get a cool horse and sword?
Liked someone who was taken - Liked? Yes.
Shaved your head - None oh.
Been in love - Yes.
Used chopsticks -Im pro.
Sang in the mirror to yourself - Not in the mirror, but in the bathroom for extra echo.

- Favourites -

Flower -golden showers. lol. not the sex feat.
Candy - rabbit sweets! with the rice paper!
Song - misery business -paramore
Scent - one- CK, envy me- gucci
Color - blue
Movie - of all time, Moulin Rouge.
Singer - Hayley from Paramore atm.
Word - Confounded!
Junk food - Prawn Crackers.Double decker! Double Decker!
Website - hollywood tuna
Lotion - QV repair dry skin.
Animal - little wow wow's

Ever cried over someone - Maybe cry inside.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - Need more confeidence...more...MORE!!!
Do you think you're attractive - Sometimes. To certain ppl.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Little Mermaid. Ill be Sebastian. He's one kooky crab. But everyone sings along with him. How cool is that.
Do you play any sports -tonsil hockey! pewpew.

III

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.- List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. Ive missed church for 3 weeks straight in Lent.
2. Ive broken my Lentern promise already.
3. I havent gone confession in 2-3 years.
4. I can do 32 elevated pushups...in a row. About 120 with short breaks each 20.
5. I can do 7 pullups. yeah thats it.
6. Im sweating now cause I didnt turn the air-con on.
7. My nails are kept long to play guitar, but I cut them to take my contacts out sometimes.
8. I love my job. Yes really.Okie, sometimes.


8 people I tag:
1. Esther
2. Aeron
3. Affendy
4. Alan
5. Sheena
6. Sing Yee
7. Dayze
8. April

Happy 26th Birthday Carlo!

The birthday boy when he is sober!
AHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA!!!

Who to talk to

I guess theres things in life that happen. Sometimes its just everyday things. Other times its the most awesome thing to happen ever. Sometimes its scandalous goss and sometimes its things that just break you, and you need someone to listen.

I talk. Somethings no one should ever ever want to know, but theres a select few that come to mind that I can bear my soul.

Esther - whine, rant, scold, talk shit, waste time, moo, moon, goss, indecent talk, talk about boy stuff, etc etc.
Sherlene - goss, chat dirty, listen to her rants, facebook tagging
Ivan- call me an idiot, random shit, talk abt old friends, relationship, cooking, ego contest,
Sing Yee- even more random, relationship, other ppl on this list, jeans, blogs, weight, lilo
Alan- relationship, cars, guitar,songs,
JX - sex, lies, life
Aeron - girls, mind frame, life, music, advice
Affendy - my conscense, advice, music,
Carlos - jokes, relationships, speed metal,
Maxi- past time(even with silence), random, tv shows, goss abt others on list, talk about experiences

Thanks guys. You are the awesomest! I cant believe doing this without you all. Just wanted to let you all know. Thank you.

Brisbane Brainstorm

7 weeks in Brisbane has been eventful. A taste of something different almost every week and it pushes me, hard. I strive. Spontaneous, getting out of the comfort zone, that sorta thing. 3 more weeks to go here and I know Ive done my best at setting out what I wanted to achieve. Few more big...very big things to accomplish. We shall see.

What Ive achieved: lived in an enviroment Im not used to and mix and mingled and made a fool out of myself. And loved it cause I enjoyed it (most of it) and for doing it. Spoke out of my opinions at work and got along pretty well with 30 odd people in my unit. Oh, and got my contact lenses in! Yay! Reverse parking is easier too.

What I still want to achieve:Need to have that big chat with Paul to arrange something permanent and follow up on our verbal agreement. Need to find some form of exercise during the week, I think Im still 52kg :( , and party hard as always on weekends. The dreaded parallel parking skill...still eludes me.

What Ive learned: If you want something pray, and pursue it. You cant fail if you dont give up. Sometimes Ive got to think about me.

Really looking forward to this concert on Saturday. Its gonna be great! Incubus! Offspring! Plain White T's! Sugacult! Killswitch Engage! to name but a few. WOOOoooo~

Funnies

Some funnies for you.

New layout and widgets

Spent a lot of time on this. Its not super great in looks as Id like, it was my first template and I only had microsot paint at my disposal, but hopefully the layout is nifty. Tell me what you guys think.

Valentines day

I cant recall many times when Vday was a significant event for me. I think back as far as I can, maybe Im missing that picture or momento which could jog my memory to sheer nirvana.

Sure I feel like doing something special for someone special on the day. Guess the dates always dont correspond to where I am. Something I can think of is when the Interact Club in secondary school let you buy gifts for others on valentines. That was sweet.

I remember last year, me Fendy, Kong, Nis and Jovinia went to caccoon for George's 23rd birthday. I havent seen George for some time and it was great to hang out with the others as well. Taking pictures and talking about whatever came to mind. Even managed to meet another group of All Saints peeps who we coincidently bumped into. Some of them were 'ringan' if I remember it right, but still warm. One of them was more impatient and mouthed off but I held my cool. It wasnt worth it.

This years Vday? More like 10 dollars for a rose day. Ill stay optimistic for next time around.

Good advice

If you lose your cool, make it count.

Have one suit or outfit you always feel confident in.

Find a hobby that keeps your mind sharp.

- Samuel L. Jackson

Brisbane part 1 (sneak peak)

Just something Im compiling for remembrance/entertainment. Hope you enjoy it. Hopefully can finish the full show in about 3-4 weeks.

Tentang Seseorang

Hell and back

Conquering fears is never easy. I attest to some fears never being defeated in one's lifetime. This is from a boy who is scared of water getting in his eyes up til today, even now the reflex is so strong. I think I was so scared of shampoo getting in my eyes, that I would not use shampoo if I could help it til I was 5. I still cant open my eyes under water! But I guess with my poor eyesight nowaways, I wouldnt be able to see anything anyway.

Anyway, 40 minutes to get them in.

And 3 hours to get them out. I would like to point out this was a team effort, and would like to thank all those involved, you know who you are. And a special thanks to youtube for the instructional videos and the inspiration and courage to proceed with such a tribulation.