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Song - Jimmy Eat World - "23"

give this a good listen and read.

Mood - collected

Health - sinusitis infected.

Show - OTH s1e1 to s2e12

Game - Battle stations!

Food - Aunty Anu's curry chicken +nasi beranih

LFT - Musashi Japanese dinner Wed with Pas and Deb

Most embarassing pic of the week

Fire? Lets see if it spreads.

So Esther spotted this glimmer and asked if we should call the emergency number. We were pretty far and it looked like a small flash compared to a blaze.

"Lets see if it spreads"I reply.

10-15 secs later Im dialing 000 for the first time ever.

Battle Stations!!!

VIEW EPIC FIGHT HERE

Ivan is AES (left)- cannons and subcannons
Derek is Tard (right) - battering ram, subcannons

Things I do when Im low (to not do)

1. Take the easy way out - so easy to slip back into habits
2. Hurt the ones we really love - we dont mean too but we do
3. Stay in this moment - get some help!
4. Open up to friends - my personal favourite
5. Seek attention - not to be done with strangers in dangerous times
6. Drink to thoughtlessness (oblivion)
7. Feel alive - i feel alive when Im at the lowest points, its true.
8. Bust a move (Dance moron!)
9. Watch mindless hours of TV/stare at the wall to loud music -self explanatory
10.Clean - its proven, especially coupled with stress. When stressed, clean.
11. Cry - i havent cried in years. Althought I might have welled a bit when Sherlene cried.

Thanks youz guys

From the heart,

I really had a memorable time in Brisbane. Not to say it was bad, but up to the last day I wasnt sure what my purpose here was. But I think Ive grown, indeed it was the best and worst of times, and thats what makes it all so worth it.

I wanna thank Fong Yin and Hon Fong for putting me up and putting up with me. I think I was a great guest. haha! Was great just chatting and chilling. Also for Han Yuen for making the house noisier. Taufufah anyone?

To my dearest Sherlene, thank you for setting me straight, you gave me the last thing I needed. You are right, for once. Dont hold back from me. I will miss you everyday.

To Selina if you read this, I really admire your morals and your advice and talking to me. You remind me of a better me.

Sherwynna, have the best year ever, meet the your lifelong best friends like I did! Banana cake as promised okay?!

Sheena, I hope you find what your looking for silly girl.

Stan, you are the man. Take care of the other S's okie. Im counting on you.

Sing Yee, eventhough you are far away, you are my shining star, my guiding light. I would be oh so lost without your infinite OTH wisdom. You are..the awesomest.

To lunch buddies Tim, Shannen and Pat. You guys rock! Ill miss you guys so much.

Cause you asked

We (Sherlene, Sheen, Stan, Derekus and Johno a.k.a opposite evil twin) tried to get into not 1, not 2, but 3 different clubs but were kicked out from all three due to different members of our entourage not having the right "dance apparel", to student cards. At first we thought that it could be polo-T's, or leather shoes, but I think its the bouncers way of saying: " You dont fit in, piss off!"

Finally we sought out a less popular destination called Mercury which was the place Sheen a.k.a. Betis had her first clubbing experience one year prior, so it was nostalgic to say the least. We got in around 2am, and I could've sworn we left the house at around 10:30pm.

The music was mostly hiphop, the bars were kinda meh, but service fast enough, you cant complain. Had a few jager-bombs with new friends Jason who brought along chatty Leon and babyface Kenny... danced some with the girls and had some small talk with the rest. Was a good night, not wild, but entertaining. Was better than sitting alone at a bad movie you originally came with 6 other people I can tell you that. Thank God for moving seats at the cinema (say what?!).

Breakdown of events: The next day I woke up at around 1am after about 5 hours of sleep, I felt energetic, but no one shared my current ideal. Stan drove us home the night before and, him, me and Sheen appprently did not have enough "fun". We played a drinking game with the remaining half bottle of tequila which I acquired 5 weeks ago for me and Lene's birthday celebrations. This ended abruptly with some serial vomiting by Sheena after a case of all-in syndrome.

Stan left at around 7am and Sheen was still hugging the bowl. I got some water and waited. 45 minutes later I had to unlock the door and find someone kneeling on the floor clutching the seat.