My mum always said take the stairs

Basicly this guy took the wrong lift out of 3 other lifts, and gets stuck in there for 40 hours. Pretty dark and gives you a glimpse into the human physchee? (Ivan will love this). He went pretty psycho after this and got 6 figure sum by sueing his employer.

Cleanse

A ritual which was so routine to me, but lately Ive been so encumbered by superficial things I seem to have lost myself. The importance of cleansing body, mind and soul.

Ive not accustomed myself to holding grudges and most of the time I let it go (even the one where these guys beat me up in form 2 and I was scared to let people help)... its better this way. Ive gone to confession and longed for the 'lightness' in mind and peace within. But still I feel Im weighted down. Ive been holding about 3 grudges this year.

Just by writing this down and pondering what led to these circumstances, I hope can alleviate my dread and loosen this knot deep within.

I guess the hardest things to let pass is how these events involve some sort of betrayal, in words, touch and feeling from my closest (at least I think so) friends. Im not without fault in these events, maybe, I could have changed them, not likely for the better. So here I go..letting them pass. (exhale.........

Im so jeolous! :S

Well my friends are so awesome they make me feel like a loser. Im not akin to being jeolous, its not fun. It makes me wanna try harder, well sorta, but damn guys can you make me not feel so bad :P

One, making out on facebook photos with new hot gf does not help.

Two, having the luxury of turning down offers. I can only imagine.

Three, trying to convince me DVD night at home is tops, man you're feeling sorry for me!

Anyway, Ive achieved heaps! I can make awesome bak kut teh which is pretty yum for first go.
I got a cargo dirible on battlestations, its so shiny! I got 14-0 killing blows in warsong the other day playing WOW.

Started watching some anime again and gotta say Im liking the new Gonzo one called Tower of Druaga/Aegis of Uruk. Its the same guys who made Vandread and Full Metal Panic. Its shaping up pretty well, cant wait for next one.

Settled my e-visa stuff, all sent now just waiting for a reply. Have to go find my agent Joey who should be the person to help me out with me PR stuff, she just doesnt know it yet.

What else? hmm..i really wanna play badminton. I need to do some sport, but I gotta find ppl at my level..which is hard.

A close friend told me that I dont take the initiative to ask ppl out, and its so true. I dont know why, like Im always the one being asked out. Im not fuelling my ego or anything saying Im popular, but Im used to going with the flow. Now that I wanna do something, Im like stuck on who to call. I havent called anyone in a while. As soon as I figure out what I wanna do (not clubbing), I need to get of my sorry ass.

Oh oh, Aise Pure is also a great anime. Its actually I's but thats how they are spelling in on crunchyroll.com where i stream it. Its more of a teenage love thingie from a boy's perspective and how he likes this girl who is a bit out of his league, but is untrue to his feelings and always does the exact opposite of what he feels, making the girl think he hates her. How me.

There is awesome, and there is no wait, wait...thats...omg...nowai...

Betty wont stop listening to modern rock

Theres a song that says you are only as happy as people think you are. Thats so messed up, cause I want to write about the sad and depressing, now that would not make me happy according to the above eh?!

Went to sin@space yesterday for msian dance party. Good bits, seeing lots of friends, drinks and moderate music. Bad bits, expectations, and clicky people. Im getting to old for this. As some of my friends said, (they are my age), if I meet a girl Im second year commerce combined with arts.

There was some nice eye candy, but none without a boyfriend or best friend looking out for them, ready to pull them away...its just a dance... heh, annoying. Plus I didnt have a wingman, so I bombed big time. I bet some people are glad to hear that.

I think I was better off sticking to my older philosophy of just sticking with the same friends and having fun rather than moving around, unfun.

The night was pretty uneventful. Im thinking this is the last party ill go to for a while.
It seemed to end in deja vu, us boys at macdonalds, jx drunk and still talking to some girls, and the rest of us arguing who would take him home this time.



left to right:

me looking very tan, foong, jx. boon and abang ve.

Joke of the day: Why do men get paid more at the sperm bank then the blood bank?
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Because at the sperm bank, its hand made.

Finally (ugh...)

Its funny how when feel (here I go into 3rd person monologue) the gravity of something you know that will happen eventually, or tell your self you wont do, but do it. There does discipline.

I made myself a promise over and over, but only recently put in the real effort. Its not easy and Ive slipped more times then ...well I can handle. Today I slipped 2 times. Terrible. The second time was really bad, Ill admit...yes yes I read them. ..my drug.

And finally today is the day, I get the message from my Dad. The one every Malaysian does not want to hear. Haha, time to 'work for a living'. We all know what means.

More Tutorials

I was looking for french pron but found this instead. pretty yum.enjoy.


This Is How You French Kiss - The most amazing home videos are here