A ritual which was so routine to me, but lately Ive been so encumbered by superficial things I seem to have lost myself. The importance of cleansing body, mind and soul.
Ive not accustomed myself to holding grudges and most of the time I let it go (even the one where these guys beat me up in form 2 and I was scared to let people help)... its better this way. Ive gone to confession and longed for the 'lightness' in mind and peace within. But still I feel Im weighted down. Ive been holding about 3 grudges this year.
Just by writing this down and pondering what led to these circumstances, I hope can alleviate my dread and loosen this knot deep within.
I guess the hardest things to let pass is how these events involve some sort of betrayal, in words, touch and feeling from my closest (at least I think so) friends. Im not without fault in these events, maybe, I could have changed them, not likely for the better. So here I go..letting them pass. (exhale.........
Cleanse
April 21, 2008
at 8:56 PM
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1 eyebrows' raised:
big hug you will be fine :D
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