Good advice

If you lose your cool, make it count.

Have one suit or outfit you always feel confident in.

Find a hobby that keeps your mind sharp.

- Samuel L. Jackson

2007 was an eventful year.

Jan 07 ~ my 22nd birthday. Good times, some people left early for movie, boo them. Bagus that the lamb.

Feb~ Unsheduled trip to Brunei with King.

Mar 07 Heavy breakfast at the Rockdale house.

April 07 Fishing@Vaclouse, net fish caught: 11ish.

May 07 ~ Ivan visits Sydney...again.

June 07 ~ Bryce's wedding..awww...well actually this is just me and Pierre.

July ~ Brisbane trip..heaps loaded with furrrn.

August 07 ~ Boon's crazy birthday bash.

September 07 ~ Practicing to be an engineer. Its a mine with a dyke in the background.

October 07 ~ JX expensive chinese lobster dinner. Zoom in and take a closer look at the remote.

Nov 07 ~ Civilians

Dec 07 ~ KK trip home, short but very sweet. Almost as good as last years.


Edit: got the idea from Dayze :D of course her's looks more pro lar.

New Year 2008

Holidays started pretty simple, I guess to the point where you could say it was on the verge of expected as a routine set in. Things recently are not so clear as lines are blurred and as we move into the next set challenges, choices and long term plans. Things are not as they seem to me, things once crystal clear, now dimmed by my fading eyesight. Sometimes it can be said that adults have adult problems and I guess now is time to learn to grow up. People change, you learn what makes you complete, or think you do. I guess deep in the back of my mind Ive always schemed in some ways, but I have also held back on numerous occasions and I believe thats what molds my being. Ive learned some things which I want to be, some things I dont, and somethings I cant stand. You cant always stop the bad from happening, but Ill do what I can. So I guess theres two things I can try, believe that with knowledge of the Lord, I can achieve infinity and by putting some thought and effort, more can be accomplished.

Fact and Fiction.

I would like to believe I did my best to entertain friends while I was back, but I do have doubts. I always try not to regret, but I guess my being holds me back at some point when the deed outweights my character. I like to have fun, but sometimes my mind races, its wrong to entertain? The cost sometimes is very great, but sometimes the hard choices are made. Theres this great lyric from an "Atomic Kitten" song : " A moment's pain for a lifetime's pleasure". I guess as a guideline it will hold true.

CRAP!

WHY DID I WASTE SO MUCH TIME ON QUESTION1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More thoughts

A friend was having a heart to heart talk with me. He is getting over a massive addiction and he said this to me.

" I always thought something would just turn up y'know, but besides meeting you guys these last few years were kinda...".

Ive always been like this somewhat, never expanding on my ideas, always chasing but never pursuing. Jack of all trades, master of none. Hard truths but I dont swallow, always escaping. Guilty.

Lets try harder,... after a good nights rest. Lol.right.

Edit: Damn Serena (C), in gossip girl ep7 looks damn fine in those jeans! kill me now.

Thoughts

Last nite I slept at 11pm, damn tired as I was at uni from 10:30am to 7:30pm. My body clock decides to wake me up at 7am.Thats cool 8 hrs ya? I laze around indulgently for another 30 or so minutes and decide to saunter to the computer. So early what to do? Well I cant stand wen the house is dirty so i cleaned the sink and do dem dishes. After that, I take a nice snooze at about 10:30. I had some pretty good lunchtime dreams. I could hear the phone ring, but I dont care, I was suppose to return a calculator, but I can do that tomolo. I finally wake up at about 1 in the afternoon. Surprisingly I'm feeling great, not great as in lets be productive. But like after a great back massage comfortable 'great'. I don't know, the feeling is so different compared to the refreshed 'enuff rest sleep', or the tired 'oversleep'. Btw, my record is still 19 hours, still cant beat you Mrs. Lee (24 hrs zomg!!!!). That girl can really tidur mati.

Another thing, why is everyone born in October?! Every week kena 50 bucks+! im declining half the invites too! this week gonna kena twice! I should be happy Im gonna have fun, but deep down inside, im hurting...hurting in the worse possible place...Happy fricken birthday!

Oh, my 2v2 rating for arena reached 1609 today! go go

one more month, kk here i come!

Edit: Sing Yee claims 18hrs, I guess thats 3rd place!